Falling

One
That's all it was at first
Something simple to just get rid of the ache
No, it would never turn into something more
But ever since it did, you have never been entirely awake
One turned into five
And five turned into ten
Swallowing them in one gulp
No longer in an emotional descend
But it doesn't last long enough
Eventually the sorrow is no longer disguised
Forcing you to suffer all the pain
Seeping out of your pores
And pulsing through each vein
The sorrow needs to be freed
This is where blue flows to red
Painting the lines on your own personal canvas
Where your thoughts are forever embed
The numbness starts to envelope you
Mind spiraling away from reality
Who are you?
What is your name?
Lost in a world of limbo,
With no one but yourself to blame