Why

Why did i wake up today
man i wish i was dead
quick find me a gun
ill put a bullet in my head

no not that way
that's the easy way out
ill slit my wrist
and watch it blead out

i wanna make a boom
and blow my self up
but i sit hear and think
that's not good enough

so i made me a noose
from a nice bit of rope
it feels so comfy
sitting agents my throat

so hear i go
without any care
i drop to the floor
iv fallen of my chair

it is not over
i still feel the pain
back off to bed
so tomrow i can try again