My dear friend

Not knowing where to turn or what way to go. It's all just a big confusing to me again and again when you tell me you have more then being my friend in mind. But why, why tell me now or even when I'm going out with someone. Sorry to say but the days, months were I was single I longed for u to say something. And what do you do you, you try and push me away, by saying silly things. well too bad i've got another i love him and he loves me, we've planed our future and he even got down on one knee just for me.