The Distance

I love you more than words can explain.

everyday i wake up,

and all i feel is pain.

im swimming against the tide.

please Lanae, wont you be mine?

i then remember our situation,

how it brings me such aggravation.

And as i walk alone thinking of the past

i remember when you were with me.

How every second with you seemed to last.

My hearts becoming dry,

as i lay in bed alone and cry.

and when i think of all the things you've said of late,

I feel im drowning in a lake.

I cant pretend that i dont care,

when you dont think about me.

Or how you rarely call anymore.

feels like being washed ashore

your presence made my vault-like life

open up and feel the light.

i grow cold without you

wondering when you will return.

i can hardly breath and my heart burns.

i am fearing for the love we had,

its all i want and i want it bad.

i want to breathe you in

and never let you go again.

Every minute of day and night

I want to be your guiding light

You make my words pour

make my mind go to war

Do you not know?

of my never ending desire?

i how i'd just sit and admire your beauty,

as you'd lay in bed radiating innocence.

how i wish to feel your skin against mine

to hold you once again

to embrace you.

i want to taste you,

your sweetness

to once again feel that completeness.

you have me shattered

and i just wish this mattered.

i know iv'e made a few mistakes,

but losing you i just cant take.

i want to hold you tight

and feel that everything's alright.

You are still my queen

and I will once again be your king.

my hope never dies. my love stays ever strong.

i shall wait for you

and keep you in my heart all along.

Love give me strength and strength help me through.

until later Lanae, just know i'll only love you.