Finding Myself

by Roronoa Zoro   Mar 7, 2012


I am Scanning my brain
Going through all the memories,
All that comes to mind is pain
I went through them all alone
Almost thinking that time stood still
You knew what I was going through
You knew but you did not say a thing,
All the lies that you said to me
Just made you think that I believed that everything you said was real,
Day after day you kept telling them to me,
Like a stupid fellow in dreams I believed you,
And you make me a fool as you meant me to be
I loved you way too much to let you know,
that all I wanted is somehow for us to go,
Finding myself back is now my top priority,
But whenever I try to all I find is more pain
Now you have made me someone I hated all along,
I feel choked, broke and hopeless
You were never wrong I was
Did not realized that this is how it would end,
Now I do not need you ,
Not even as my friend

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  • 12 years ago

    by Autuumnbree

    Great poem, yes sometimes we do look to others for the strength to carry ours dreams but eventually we find that its have been us all alone who have been carrying the load. I like how this piece ends it shows those who read this poem that it take courage to admit that you're hurt, but more importantly to let go. Feel better..

    Great poem

  • 12 years ago

    by Jenni

    I read your latest few poems and it is obvious that you are utterly hurt and probably disappointed to, partly at yourself party because of that other person. The emotions you fill your poems with are raw and heartwrenching and you definately have strong feelings for that someone, love at first which is now turning into something negative. I just miss imagery, but that is just my opinion. I hope things get better soon

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