I watch

by Katie   Mar 10, 2012


I watch

I watch the daytime sky turn into the night sky,
just to look up to see if there is any stars out.
I watch your God child grow up so much,
with him asking where you are and I can't bare to tell him
I watch myself get worse every once in awhile.
I can't help by cry and cry myself to sleep
I watch as my brain can't take anymore stress or grief
I've been whinning for the past to come back to us.
I watch televison shows that remind me of you
You used to come over an d watch it with me
I watch the phone and hoping it would ring,
hoping your calling to say HI!
I watch others take a affect on how you left this world.
and I was privilege to know you throughout all these years
I watch my dreams very carefully, wondering if it can come true?
I just need and want you to come back for me
I watch the stars get less and less brighter,
did you forget that's the only way I can see if your watching me?
I watch myself listening to the same sad songs
especially the one that was played at your funeral.
I watch the slideshow I had created for us with all of our pictures
and, all I can do is listen to One More Night
Oh how I wish we could have that one more night
so, I can finally get some rest
Oh how I watch time just goes by so fast,
yet, there's not one day I ever forget about you!

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