One hand away

You are one hand away,
But I cannot touch you,
You are in my vicinity,
But I cannot see you,
You may be eager to see me,
But you wanted to be invisible,
What you do,
If you don't see me one day,
Wipe me off from your canvas and
Start to draw a new picture,
I never learned to do that,
I won't wipe you off from my heart,
Even though you may not come into my life.
I will keep drawing you until I die.