I just

Been watching music vidz
been listening to sad music
music of my type

you might wonder
what music do I like

you maybe surprise
I like rock songs

I dislike love songs
love songs that has a slow tune
the tune that makes me feel sleepy

I like the fast, emotional songs
songs that keep me thinking
thinking about my past

and how my past built me
built me
into a new stronger me

I maybe sad at times
but my sadness makes me
feel that I'm alive

I don't know
if I should thank thee
thee sadness that makes me stronger

even though I get stronger
I am tired of this feeling anymore
this feeling of mine
that makes me look older and cranky