Why did you leave

I am sorry
i lostyou and its all my fault
i mad the biggest mistake of my life
please come back
if you only knew the pain i was in
i just wish you would understand
this isnt who i am
i never meant to hurt you
i think about you
and i dream about you
you may not be here but in my mind there is a fantasy where you will exists forever
i didnt want you to go
but somehow i messed up
you didnt even let me explain
now the pain i feel inside is killing me
i swear if you die tonight i will too
please dont leave
i am nothing without you
please turnn around grab my face
tell me it will all be ok and you wont leave
just please dont make me ask why did you leave