They tell me

Husband-left
Dad-died
Mom-Alzheimers
Friends-maybe
Did you ever search for a connection?
Did you ever think you had one?
Hardest time in my life.
Thankful for people who have helped me.
No connections.
How do you bear hurt on your own?
"You aren't alone"they say.
Really? Are you here when I get home from visiting Mom?
Do you even call to ask how I am?
Do you answer my e-mails?
"You choose to feel this way"they say.
Right.
Just hoping I can hang on and learn how to enjoy life again.