But why?

Why, why?
why did you left me for silence
and pain

so why? why?
born in darkness, grew up in emptyness
and you went and died, all in vain
left me when i needed you most
i would do anything to awake you from your endless sleep, no mater the cost

and why, why?
dont you see that my tears mix with my blood?
the drops falls as crimson wine, down in the mud
i took you down, from the rope, that you wove with razors and hearts
all the parts of me died, all the parts
when i saw you, and knew you had killed yourself, all tho i know it went fast
i still want you back, i want our relationship to last
and now im empty, and the knife do nothing but tempt me
i know what i can do now, to set my cursed body free

but why, why?
i still love you, 3 years later, why did you kill my heart
you killed the life we could have, that just had beginned to start
and now i sacrefise everything, kill myself in snow and frost
because im seeing you again, at last