REBORN

It spread inside my body in a single night;
i did not know it consume me like poison, all i did was just taste it;
spirit digesting the darkness as if it was offered an open invite.
as i grew, so "it" did as well, lurking deep beneath attached like paste.

no one around to embrace my soul reform.
every dawn i awake wondering who i become;
i didnt know being this cold and dark could misguide me at being lost.
searching my past sins and reviewing the path i had been traveling i think an wonder if it was worth every cost.

why do i always want to give up or always feel like whats the point.
pain so intolerant, so ill roll a fatter one an numb it with this joint to make a point.
why must i be so gulable and blind to see my life end up this way.
only future i see now for me is laying here waiting to decay