Death Can Wait

Lay down and close your eyes

the stars are past the clouds

as i open my eyes i feel a rain drop

the drop of relief and being able to feel alive

a tear rolls down my cheek i never knew i could feel like this

never being satisfied is cruliaty

hoping for the best to rest in peace

hanging on by the mud on my feet

feeling sick and cold

the chains have no lock, but why do i feel locked up

isnt their a key to save me

i look up and pray for the sun

shine is all thats needed

they look at me with distaste

should i be ashamed

or will i end up in hell from judgement

tears fall from my face

hopeing for an end

i pray for rain to erase this dirt on my hands

chills ride up and down my body

whispering that i will always be like this

i drop to my knees and scream..

the darkness is the only way out

watch me break as you smile at my regrets

they tore me and broke me

parted me into something that i'm not

i fall onto the ground

as you point your finger and smear your spit in my face

i close my eyes

why did it get this far

the world is watching all around

waiting for the final demand of what happens next

and all i can think of is whats lost& not found..