I think

Sometimes i think, why did god lead me too meet you?

I honestly wish i never did.

Sometimes i think, why did god not grant me my wishes?

I honestly wish they would appear.

Sometimes i think, why does god do what he does?

I honestly think it's Uneeded at times.

Sometimes i think, Is god really listening to my prayers?

I honestly think, i don't know.

Sometimes i think, maybe laying in bed is the best thing for me.

I honestly think, it's the only way that i don't have to see insanity people everyday.

Sometimes i think, why should i give any care in the world?

I honestly think, Your a waist of god given time.

Sometimes i think, do you really think he wants to be with you?

I honestly think, yes he does, which scares me at times.

Sometimes i think, how am i going to become a better person?

My answer only god knows and i know how i am going to get through my days