How i feel

As i talk to u on the phone
Its like i can hear your voice
Slipping further away
I just keep feeling like
Us wont be the same

I feel like its me
Who always gets the blame
Who treats u bad
Or who's attitudes seem to change

I know i deserve it sometimes
But i still don't think everynight
I should have tears that fall from my eyes

I give n to everything u say
And believe that its not lies
Because when the phone rings again
And i hear your voice say hi
My heart melts n tears come to my eyes
Because i always hope you'll try to keep
*US* alive

Sometimes i just wish
I could yell at u
And tell u how i feel
But then when i get the courage to
All my anger turns to fear

So next time u yell at me
Remember how i feel
Because your the only thing n my life
That was truly ever real

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