Who would have thought that on my darkest day,
I could find the light in this deep dark tunnel.
My heart was shattered into millions and millions pieces today,
As they finally came forward by throwing me aside.
I then, came home,
I cried so hard,
I punch with my fists till I feel the pain.
I smashed everything just to release this rage.
And then you came,
You made my day a lot brighter.
You made me forget all the pain.
You made me laughed,
And you made me happy.
I did things today,
That I never thought I would do in this lifetime.
I was so uptight for four years,
I hid myself from the world for too long.
You shown me I need to loosen up.
I literally felt so happy.
BUT!
At the same time, while I felt happy.
I know that this is not a lasting feeling.
He knows it and I know it too.
But above it all,
Even though this feels does not last forever.
I am glad and very fortunate to know how it feels to be the real me.
To open up the happy and crazy me.
Because it made me feel so alive.
