Where Were You??

Where were you
When I first began to fall
Where were you
When I couldn't handle it all

Where were you
When I first had the blade in my hand
Where were you
When my mind wasn't in this land

Where were you
When I cried myself to sleep
Where were you
When I started making the cuts deep

Where were you
When I first heard the voices in my head
Where were you
When I wanted to be dead

Where were you
When I was scared to close my eyes
Where were you
When I hid my pain with lies

Where were you
When I was alone
Where were you
When I hated my home

Where were you
When I felt my first broken heart
Where were you
When I fell apart

Where were you
When he left me in the rain
Where were you
When all I felt was pain

Where were you
When I couldn't stop the tears
Where were you
When the voices were all I could hear

Where were you
When I wanted to run away
Where were you
To tell me to stay

Where were you
When I was sad
Where were you
When I was mad

Where were you
When I felt hate
Where were you
To help me wait

Where were you
When I was always last
Where were you
When I was being haunted by my past

Where were you
When I hurt deep inside
Where were you
When I wanted to hide

Where were you
When I needed to learn that lesson
Where were you
When I hid my depression

Where were you
When I wasn't fine
Where were you
When I wish his life wasn't mine

Where were you
When I gave up on life
Where were you
When I couldn't put down the knife

Where were you
When I opened that scar
Where were you
When I went too far

Where were you
When I tried to commit suicide
Where were you
When I smiled but secretly cried

Where were you
When I needed to be loved
Where were you
When I needed a simple hug

Where were you
When I needed a friend
Where were you
When I was at my end

Where were you
When pain was all I could feel
Where were you
When I needed help to heal

Where were you
When I needed you the most
Where were you
When all I was was a ghost

Where were you
When it all became too much
Where were you
When the dreams were real enough to touch

Where were you
When I was tortured by my dreams
Where were you
When I silently screamed

Where were you
When I needed you
Where were you
When I didn't know what to do

Where were you
Before the dawn
Where were you
Before I was gone

Where were you
When I wanted you to care
I'll tell you where you were
You were never there

For my mom and dad. They claim they care and I can go to them for anything but I don't believe it. I'd rather stay silently in pain that try to explain my problems to people who really don't care.