Never come back (I hate you)

What did I do wrong?

I tried so hard to keep this friendship strong.

But all we do is drift away.

Please let me say what I have to say.

You mean so much to me.

If only I meant something to you.

It's OK.

I know I'm not worth it.

Just don't hurt me too much when you leave.

Make sure I'm at my strongest.

So when you break my heart,

I won't be too hurt.

I hope you know how much of an effect

you have on me.

All I do. I do to please you.

I stopped drinking.

Was that not enough for you?

What else do I have to do.

Just tell me and I'll do it.

I don't want to loose you.

But I feel as if I already have.

Is it true?

Have you left me.

You didn't even say goodbye.

You heartless being.

Playing with my emotions.

Making me think that you really cared.

Cared about me and my problems.

You're just a liar.

Like the rest of them.

Here for one minute gone the next.

Does my pain amuse you?

Huh?

I knew it did.

I could see it in your eyes.

The way you talked.

The way you smiled when I was in pain.

But I can't help but forgive you.

Forgive you for hurting me.

For causing my tears to fall.

Fall down my face as I laid alone.

Why do you do this?

Hurt me then come back as if nothing happened.

I hate you for that.

I hate you for making me need you.

Leave me now.

And don't you return.

Take all you pain.

And never come back.