The Other Girl

She laughs, I cry
She parties, I cry some more
She lives, I die
Why Does she get all the fun

Everyone tells me that its ok
That i will pull through,
They tell me that suicide isn't the answer
But how can you kill yourself
If you died inside

I have died
I died along time ago.
No thoughts, No feelings
There's just an emptiness

An empty smile, empty eyes
Empty heart, Empty soul
So whats the difference
Why would it matter if the me isn't there

The me. The me that used to be the her.
The her that used to be the me.
The me that didn't used to have all of my habits
The me that didn't cut, smoke or burn

Where did she go. This other girl.
That's who the world sees.
Not me. The one who hurts so much.
But the Other Girl, I'm glad she's there.

The Other Girl. I call her Nicole.
Smiles, laughs, happiness.
Me, I am Jacey
Tears, sobs, sadness

Thank God for Nicole
Because Jacey, She would kill the ones around me
If only they knew the truth.
The Cuts, the burns the scars.

Thanks goes to nicole