Missing

Never could i explain all the joy that came.
when i first seen your face and held you in my arms.
my little man. my little baby mane.
i held you close to me as i looked up at your moms.
said i cant believe that this little man is ours.
it was more than worth it. all the pain and the scars
that got me where im at.
youre almost 3 and when youre jumping over me
it really feels like i have the world on my back.
but its a good thing.
my greatest creation to strike, struck,
my little homie that saved my life when i was down on my luck.
and now hes about to be a big brother
and you know we're both gonna smother
that little monster with all the joy in our heart.
my first was just the beginning now seconds just the start.
and you know daddys feeling like someone's killing him every second we're apart.
but im out here to get our life stable.
put bread on the table.
doing what i have to do because life isnt a fairy tail fable.
even though sometimes i wish that it was
its not, so im doing this for us.
to give what you need, what you want, its a must.