Unloved.

I've never felt so down
Or low, or broke, or sad
I can't even express it
But it just means bad

How bad can it be when
Getting up is such a pain
When all that seems to be
Is life gone down the drain

And everywhere I turn seems
blocked or broken down
I put on my face and smile
No tears or fears or frown

But even when I cry
When I can be all by myself
It's just learning to deal
With the buried feelings shelf

Everyone is so hard to tell
Or they just don't care enough
For me to open up and
Feel support and love

I need to feel supported
I don't know If I'm loved
I just feel the darkness
And the dark is unloved.