I've seen so many times
I've heard it till my ears burst.
'Don't keep the pain in
tell someone.'
How to trust?
Never ask me
Cause I never have.
Never trusted my family
Never trusted my friends.
I don't know why.
I get sick when thinking of such thing.
So confused
Now monster escaping it's cage.
I've been filled over my limited.
Like a cup filled over the brim.
It's devouring my essence,
Chomping on my very soul.
I drag this life-taking monster
Shove it back in a bigger cage.
Its gonna keep growing
Till it owns me completely.
What to do?
Who to tell?
Will anyone even listen?
Maybe that's my fear
That no one will care
If I finally disappear.
