I saw you on the bus
and fell in love with your smile
You looked back at me
and mine was a mile.
You liked me
and I liked you
It was to perfect
not to be true.
We hung out
and got drunk on JACK
we didn't hang out in the best way
class it lacked
We hung out a few more times
at first it was fun
Riding jet skis on the lake
soaking up the sun.
But as time went on
things started to change
Things were not the same
to me you started acting strange.
Turns out you were lying
and hiding something
On probation
and weed your were puffing.
When I confronted you
we were sitting in your truck
You just broke up with me
well I guess that's just my luck.
You called me up
and said you missed me
So I gave in
cause I wanted it to be.
Every since then
things just went down hill
They never went back up
were at the bottom still.
We started arguing
actually a lot
Didn't matter the issue
we both just fought.
We broke up
again and again
Are life was on a cycle
it just didn't end.
I remember the first time
you called me a name
Thinking to myself
was I the one to blame?
When we are together
all we do is argue
why cant we let go?
Why cant we just say were through?
Are arguments consist of
you did this, and you did that.
No matter what we did
it all went flat.
They got worse and worse
till you told me you hated me.
I should of left then
at the time I didn't see.
You broke up with me
and always called me back
now its common sense
that I lack.
We continued to argue
and you continued to call me names.
I started to think
it will always be the same.
Then it got even worse
when you started to threat
I didn't take it serious
didn't shed a sweat.
you started pushing me
once even shoved me out the door
told me you would choke me
till I couldn't breath no more.
You told me it was my fault
for making you so mad
I can't believe it got to this
I can't believe it got this bad.
I feel your very selfish
actually in many ways,
I wish things would go back
to the better days.
It seems we were better
when we both smoked weed
is that the problem
is that what we need?
I stopped because of problems
and anxiety
I gave it up
went back to sobriety.
Here we are
almost 3 years together
we still have problems
but were have gotten better.
I'm sorry for the pain I caused.
I'm sorry for all I put you through.
I'm just wanted you to know
through it all I really do love you.
This all true and for some reason I just had a day that my brain was being really creative. Hope u like it , and I hope I get some responses from you guys. Tell me if you think it needs something.