Reminiscing

Here I am
looking through my window pane,
reminiscing all my days of pain,
all my trials that was in vain,
all the mock like boy you're insane,
all the tears I shed in the rain,
all the loneliness
all the disdains,
all the emptiness
all the time I failed,
all the tiredness
climbing my dream mountain.
But here I am again
with the scars that remain,
beautiful smile on my face
holding a bottle of champagne,
celebrating my gain
from my days of pain..