I'm sorry Mom

Thank you Mom for being here for me even when I have done wrong,
You have been right all along,
I wish i didn't loose all my trust again,
it's hard to climb this big tall mountain,
to earn it all back,
I promise I am going to try my best mostly in the places I lack.

I am sorry for all the pain i have put you through, and my family too...
I don't think highly of myself anymore, and i don't think that you do either,
but we will get through this together even though there will be tears,
things will get better through out the years.

I'm not going to hide how I'm feeling anymore,
because that's what started this war,
a war between love and trust,
meaning, love i will lways have, but hat trust i had has turned to dust,
it's going to be hard to fix what has shattered...
honestly because i ruined what truely mattered.

I'm sorry mom for everything i have done..
I love you