Thinking to myself am i crazy or insane
as i live my life in pain from abuse sufferd young
diffrent personalities sliping in my mind making me do and say things that normally iam blinded from
the talking to my self whilst sitting on the train
putting my life to the test walking down the road while people stare and grown i put my head down in shame whilst tears pour from my eyes.
voices in my head saying iam ready to be dead killing my self would be the answear as i hide away wishing i was strong enough to say go away !!
my mood swings scare my friends and family whilst i remember nothing of it,, but still i try putting a smile on my face and hiding my pain from the world
and yes i do know i can try making my life one of the best !!
