Wondering why...

by sahar alameddine   Jun 18, 2012


I am here again wondering what to write
to express my feelings i know that's right
maybe some tears to shed alone by myself
trying to hold on since u're gone since u left

i know u dnt deserve a tear from my eyes
i still remember that day when "we"became "u"and "i"
you left me with this question why ?
with ur picture in my head i cannot deny

time has healed some of the marks on my hands
that won't touch anyone any other man
but there's one difficult to heal
a broken heart that longs to feel

i cannot imagine me being with someone else
you own everything in me even my breath
and life without u is more like death
since u're gone nothing has left

are you happy without me ?
did you forget our memories?
are you thinking of me ?
did you find a new story ?

wondering every night asking myself why ?
you just haunted my thoughts my dreams and my mind
when i decide to forget about you to move on
i dream of you and once again i can't hold on

i always thought of having this final kiss
this would be my last willing wish
and with a note left beside me on the floor
i will say goodbye i will set free my soul

since you're gone life has no taste, no more
since you're gone my heart doesn't want to beat anymore
since you're gone a fake smile has drawn on my face
since you're gone tears has started an unstoppable race

i told you once before i cannot live without you
and you promised to make my dreams come true
but it seems like i'm not yours and you're not mine
forgetting you ? something i'll always try

here i am a living ghost wishing to die
on spending the rest of this life wondering why ?
maybe everything u said was a lie
and the feelings i had made me blind

this on is written for my ex the one i truly loved unfortunately it's over now and we broke up :/ i still have feelings for him i cannot let him out of my mind and u will notice that most of my poems are about him even though he hurt me but he gave me this inspiration to write more ... all i want from the one who read this to post ur comment and vote .. thx

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