Suicide

Suicide is so far and yet so near,
i think it might be my only escape from here,
what do i do,
what do i say,
cause death is all around and its here to stay,
Suicide is my only hope,
there is nothing else to do,
i started smoking dope,
just because god took you,
Ive tried every thing to keep from this,
but now it is time for me to be with you,
Suicide seems so harsh to those who don't know,
those who don't know what its like to be stared at like a freak show,
but those of us who knows what its like should still not contemplate suicide,
Suicide ain't the answer,
i see it now,
so i do not question how,
nor do i i want to die,
and it all changed because of her,
the girl i want to with for the rest of my life,
so suicide seems so useless now,
so i will never again question how.