What to do when i still love you..

This is crazy, the feeling i have inside
Confused emotions and silenced pain
Wiping away the tears i've cried
Thinking of the memories rushing through my brain

Every step is painful
Going towards you again
I always said i'd be careful
I just can't refrain

I trusted you with everything
You said our love is true
You gave it all up over a little thing
You said it was what you had to do

3 weeks later and you realise you want me back
I am numb, my heart is shattered and you made it this way
Mascara running, my crying left stains of permanent black
I shouldn't have to care about what you say

You try your hardest all the time
To to fix my heart and trust, what you've broken
To let you succed would be a crime
It's gunna take more then just a few words spoken

I can't just let you have my heart
You had it once and it was your choice to let go
You broke it apart
So i don't have a decision, i still don't know..