You point at me in projection
when in turn its your own reflection
you think that you know me
but there is so much you do not see
Dont tell me what you think i need
Its not like I need to be babied
I know whats best for myself
So put that topic on the shelf
I sacrificed an abundance of joys
while you cried and wined over boys
I realized you'll never be satisfied
and my time has been misapplied
Take your judging eyes away
everythings not as it may portray
and look within your heart
at things you do not want to impart
And all those things you try and hide
I was there, we were allied
I slipped up once, in your eyes
when your focus was always on guys!
I listened attentively when you criticized
even when sometimes I'd rather be demised
You hurt me in ways I cant even understand
and I still feel the sting of your backhand
While I read your text of a thousand pages
you opened a patched hole; a storm that now blazes
I wrote you my very last novel
letting you know how I thought you were awful
When I cared for you deeply
but you brought out anger thats beastly
I opened my soul and made myself naked
But it was myself who was Blinded
You were the hunter
Waiting for your prey to faulter
You have no soul in your body
You are just here to fill your belly
And here I was to feed
the Devil inside you full of greed
I still dont fully apprehend
But I have no more thought to spend
I hope that you find what you are searching for
&& That you will realize the wrong to your core
That it will make your insides burn
And maybe that you will learn.
