I love the fact that your here for me,
When nobody else seams to even see..
The sadness that destroys the real me..
When that's all you see.
The happy person I once was,
I used to be able to give people that happy buzz!
I've lost the smiles that I used to be able to share...
All I do now is stand there blankly and just stare..
I don't know what's become of me or how I have changed...
But this really needs to be rearranged...
I'm tired of being alone with no one to make me smile...
I can’t even remember a time I could look at myself and not think I wasn’t vile...
I hate that I lie to make you look like the better person.
When everyone seams to think you’re the better one.
I doubt so much, even myself.
Loosing my free spirit, maybe it’s that I just can’t hear it.
I’m so tired of letting people change me.
To the point where I don’t even like the company
I wish I was strong enough to stand up and make a change
Cause my god. I’m sick of this rage.
