Not Like Her

I searched for you in the crowd
But you were nowhere to be seen.
Disappointment washed over me.

I was so proud
I knew for sure I'd win.
But the truth I couldn't see.

To you I'm just like everone else;
Nothing special, not like her.
How stupid can I be?

When I saw you, I heard bells
I'm sure it was the same with her.
How lovely can she be?

I wanted to say hi
But I guess I couldn't
For I know you wouldn't care

So I had to say goodbye,
Though I know I shouldn't
Staying would be too much pain to bear.

I hope you don't see
How much I like you
For I don't want to be pitied.

Just let me be
Let me forget you
Coz I know we're not suited.