Happiness -not an option

Happiness was not an option
Especially since you're not here

I waited and yet you never came
I want you here but it's not possible.

I knew you wouldn't come
So why am I waiting here in the dark?

Am I stupid just like the rest of em?
Just like those girls who are crazy about you.

They run after you and then
You run as far away as you can .

I hated myself for feeling this way.
Waiting and hoping for nothing.

Expecting to see someone
Who will never come for me.

I think you're too busy for her
That's why you're not here.

That's alright - I think
Although it hurts like hell.

I realized long before
That I have to deal with it.

You know, loving you
While your heart belongs to someone else.