Up and Down

You say you care,
Two months after you act as if I'm not there,
You say I've become a nightmare,
But what you don't understand is that I'm the one in despair.

You watch me burn,
From that, glory you earn,
Because of you I will have to re-learn,
how to love without a taking a u-turn.

You broke me a thousand times,
I'm tired of going down and after the small climbs,
Knowing I'm gonna go down, and I wonder sometimes,
What crime did I commit to deserve this sentence of a lifetime.

Can't you see that you're hurting me?
All these fights are so bloody,
You always end them briefly,
And I always end walking blindly.

Always going up and down,
Lower and lower evrytime I'm around,
Everytime a new breakdown,
And everytime sadness surrounds.

Please,
I'm tired of this game,
I don't know who to blame,
But for this time,
Stay.