I'm Never Going To Find My Way Out

I waltzed past your cenotaph the other day
I thought of all things I didn't get, all the things I meant to say
These caesious skies make me feel whole again
I know you'd love to see the ending, but I guess we'll play pretend
The dirt's still soft where they placed the coffin in the ground
Without you to enjoy, my world's destroyed
I'm with nothing left to brag about
You can't make anyone your only one
Or you'll be alone when all is said and done
What do I do when my house is not a home?
When the one that made you whole has made you feel worse than alone?
I can't stand the sight of this eidolon
The voices scream so loud, I'm breaking down
I'm never gonna find my way out
Of this hole that was dug and meant for you
All our joy led to pain, so much that you put me through
With my last ounce of strength, I am screaming on my knees
Don't you take them away; please won't you let them stay with me?
I'll break out of this hell
Search for you in myself
When you're safe, I'll be brave
Join you in an early grave