She

Looking back on my life
I don't recognize nore feel the person I once was
She faded away trough the years
Destroyed by the people surrounding here
Peace by peace they all took a part of me
And broke it like it was nothing

They took my soul away
And with it every peace of feeling there was left
I lost the touch of loving people
Like I once did
I lost the social, always smiling
Life loving person in me
They took me away from myself
And left nothing

Many nights i lay awake
Thinking, searching for the person I once was
I can remember here
Almost touch here
But yet she's so far away

At times I wish I could be a child again
Running around, playing smiling like I always did
Nothing stopped me from being me
But trough the years society broke me down
They, I created a person I barely even recognise

I'm asking god why
But my question remains unanswered
Why this life, why so much pain
The bible says:
God doesn't give us trouble we can't handle
But then why every day of this life I regret my existence
God tell me why……