Fall for you

Tonight I sit on my bed thinking about you
how you were there for me sometime ago.
You were the one I woke up in the morning for
then she came in the picture.
I understood you weren't mine, you were hers.
It broke my heart to see you with her.
I'm not going to fall for you again,
or at least that's what I told myself.As the days passed I watched as your mind changed,
and we grew farther apart.
A couple months later you're back in my life,
Though you still aren't mine.
Was it clear that falling for you wasn't an option?
does it matter what my mind says,
What if my heart says different?
its tonight that I realize its too late.
Without my permission or knowledge
you got me to fall for you.
as if I had ever really let go