Its my hope that your okay and fine,
You wouldn't want to know the situation of mine,
Am not well or fine but in abyss,
And where I step is senseless..
Incapable of sensation,
Its a pit of darkness that I'm in,
I don't see the way,
Or to see the light of the day.
I am helpless and hopeless,
Quite and speechless,
I can't explain this madness,
Or to bare such sadness.
I want to cry when I think,
You were the reason I got sick,
My friends called me a freak,
But I loved you too well to become weak.
No! I didn't want that to happen,
You were like angels into my heaven,
To me you were not a burden,
But a heart from me, stolen.
Do you think I was happy letting you go?
Only God and angels know,
That I was crazy in love but shy to show,
That was the hardest thing I had to do.
I thought you meant what you said that day,
Instead you let me walk away,
Eventhough you knew my boat was going astray.....
