Fear of love....

I don't know what love is
but i know i love someone
i don't express my love to him
also i don't pretend talking with you
and i"ll always far from you,
watching you always,
missing your company,
missing you only,
and all these i do just because,
the reason is you!!!!
because i don't wanna to loose you,
the gap between 'you and me' until u know my feelings
for you is the moment which scares me if the time became cruel to me, i"ll loose this too!!!
after all i don't wanna loose you..............