"talk to me when you're over it"
That's what you said to me
You left me alone to fight these battles
In the dark where I couldn't see
You told me that I could always count on you
No matter the time you'd be there
But tonight I lay here with my wondering thoughts
and the weight of the world to bare
I'm so close to giving up it's scary
I don't want to get up next time I fall
I've taken one too many blows
I can't break through another wall
"ungrateful" and "selfish" is what you called me
Those words I will never forget
How do you say that to someone you love
Someone you care about ... And yet
The one I thought I could count on the most
Has turned around and walked away
Abandoned and deserted me
Silly of me to think you'd stay
Silly of me to depend on you
That was very naive of me
To think that I could trust you with anything
And yet you turn around and flee
You can say that you were angry
And so those words you didn't mean
But they can never be taken back
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