In a place so peaceful and quiet, as the sun comes up at dawn, I a surrounded by majestic mountains. the air is cool, crisp and damp. I can tell its going to be a gorgeous day. as it gets lighter,a world of beauty swallows me whole. im breathless. the birds are singing, coyotes howling form afar. clear blue green water, not a fish in sight. So peaceful, calm and beautiful.
I came here hoping to feel better, hoping to feel something...something that gives my heart a break. I packed up for this retreat, this time to be alone. everything is so peaceful here. me against the world. maybe im making a mistake maybe I should go home.
No, I came here for a purpose. I came here to put an end to all this pain. after today, no one will be able to hurt me again. No more disapointments, no more tears. in the end I have had the courage to take control of my life, my escape plan. it all ends.
