My world in the dark

I'm on a rampage, I'm insane.
A bit psychotic, and deranged. nothing to live for i think i should do me, and the world a favor and just put the gun to my head and finish the job no one cares id rather hide in the dark and never show my face than have people judge me because they dont know me ive been hurt to much to care what happends to me im in my own dark room theres no place id rather be no hurt, no pain just me /mayself and all my thoughts some times i think it would have been better if i was never born cause i would never know the meaning of hurt ,and pain i would never know the meaning of cryingin the rain but im in my world of darkness where i tind to say and live for the rest of my life alone with no hurt,or pain sadness, or ever woundering if anyone really cares but if i get hurt just one more time the lights will go off and bang will be the last sound anyone will ever hear from my dark room.