Locked in the emotional state of mind. (sequel)

I look up avast the arc.
The Night is darker than day is light.
I still remember the day I told you "I want you to be mine."

That's where you drew the line.
my heart was on a vine you had cut it like knife.
I wish I could tell you. "You ruined my life." That was the day I got stoned: almost had died. You saw my face and cried.

I asked her why she wouldn't be my bride.
She looked at my face and straight-up lied.
That was the night I became an angel in the sky.
What better way to die?

I'm locked in the emotional state of mind.
I know my body won't be hard to find.