Just like Fairy tales

I saw him again today
He was walking towards me and I could hear myself say "stay.."
It's been 6 months 12 days
I wish I could have my fairy tale like they do
It's too much to ask from you
I sit around and miss us
How can it be so hard to explain our trust
I feel like I can't write
Like i'm stumbling on my words,Like all of this is just the beginning of our fight,
I'm not going to write what you want to hear
the happy ending so near
Nothing is easy in life that's what my mom always said
She says grab on to what you want not matter how many tears you shed
I'm tired of crying
Of wondering what life would be if you where around to remember how we were always laughing.
I'm tired of repeating myself, always writing about love and how selfish you are,
I just want to shut off, close myself up and run far.
Go on tell me how hopeless i sound
You think you didn't hurt me but I fell hard on the ground
Why don't you hurt? why don't you feel pain?
What do I have to gain?
A broken heart, sore eyes
Just because of your lies.
I'm sick of all these girls hurt because of you guys
You think you're so strong
but at the end everything goes wrong
I do miss you
but i know that i don't want to feel like that again and it's true
what's said is said
what's done doesn't need to be explained
goodbye.