Memories that's all your ever going to be. A memory is to much because I can't forget about you. Memories is all that I have left of you in my mind. I hoped that you didn't have to go but you did. I will cry in the middle of the night wishing those Memories to be reality to see your face again. Not in a memory but in real life to feel you breathe to see you is all I wish. and everything that has happened these three years will only be a memory left to forget.
Now what?
Here I stand there's nothing left. I have stayed awake these pasts nights, thinking of only one thing. You. That's all I think about, I pretend to not to care about you, but the truth is that I miss you so much. I have cried so many times that I can't even cry anymore. Every night since the day you've been gone your the only one in my mind. The pain of reality hurts more than I thought it could. After all your just a boy right? Your a scar that's left to be forgotten, now what? What can I do now I can't bring you back I can't see you. Now what do I do? The answer is quite simple your just a scar left to be forgotten about. A wound in my heart left to heal on its own.
A memory left to be forgotten.
A memory left to be forgotten , That's what you are to me now. if I even start to start thinking about you now I would be in the verge of tears. I think of all we could of been but we never got the chance to. They tell me to forget about you. But they are the one who don't understand that I can't just forget about you like you were a homework that got a bad grade on. Its not that easy. Its much more harder. I have been trying since September but were almost going into July and I still can't forget. This is not a memory left to be forgotten about. I just can't forget it not yet.
