Mixed mind

Her mind is so jumbled and mixed around
The knife has her so trapped and bound

She sits there with her friends so dumb found
Not knowing that she is so lost and down

They don't know what lies for her at night
The demons and numbness she has to fight

They say they understand her
But the're really not listening to her words

She is secretly dying inside
The knife can only buy her so much more time

She goes to her knife for the safety she feels
Taking the knife and slicing it down her wrist till she can deal

She watches the blood surfers
Feeling completely helpless and worthless

Not worrying about cleaning her mess
She let's her body fall asleep in the darkness that she won't test