After Sunset

The suns throwin up needles of heat
walking all alone through this once a paradise
every organ of my body demanding relief
i dont know what to do
i think i was better off staying in that dark room
i think im speaking but **** me,i aint makin no sound
once a writer now im searching for words
to explain people the state of my mind
and as the wind puts even the minute particle of dust into my eyes
im wlking down town trying to get a clear view from a poor sight
still hoked upon the memories you left behind
surviving by reading into every word that remains in my mind
smiling yet im close to tears
despite being with you for so many years im thoroughly disappointed for,i cant find a reason to hate ya tonight
i undrstnd zilch yet i write only waiting for something to come along n give me a reason to hate you for the rest of my life