YOU WONDER

Through life you live and you learn,
theres obsticals, twists, and turns,
your suppose to improve your life,
yet we circle around n it cuts like a knife,
suppose to change and make an improvement,
yet nothings changed from where i sit,
we argue and disagree too much,
we hardly hug our lips dont even touch,
the way you say my name has changed,
its got me feeling outraged,
you may not understand yet you never try,
us together again im just wondering why,
we kill it we really do,
we're destroying me and you,
and we love eachother so much we dont part,
so we bicker and pick apart our hearts,
is it really worth loosing us,
live life to end in a bust,
cuz i cant say id be ok,
with another girl standing in my way,
you have been mine since i was a teen,
youve been my world as thats been seen,
yet w the comments you constantly make,
make me think all is fake,
i told you that we cant have,
but its like your waving it in my face like too bad,
if it effects you that much whyd you come back,
is it becuz w/o me everything your life lacks,
i cant stand you throwing my past in my face,
takes me to a terrible place,
somewhere you dont wana take the ride,
believe me cuz in you is who i confide,
but we can take this detour if you please,
i wont be the one to fall on my knees,
i wont be the one who cries,
yet ill let out long sighs,
if this is the life you wana live,
this is the life to you i will give,
so think your actions close,
or itll be me making that toast,
to the single life here id come,
w my daughter and both our sons,
and you wana again start that life,
then you wonder why i wont be your wife!!!