I do cry

I am a man but I do shed tears and cry
I cry and I cry and you may ask why?
Well so do I
The pain inside is eating me alive
I've lost everything and there's no getting it back
The anger and frustration is turning me cold
And everything fades to black
What's life worth now is it worth anything
If no happiness is involved
Maybe death is the only answer "ding"problem solved
I'm sorry to my family I feel this way I didn't want you involved
Everyone is starting to grow now and evolve
But me I always feel ten steps behind
And people wonder why I have an attitude all the time
The only answer to that is I'm starting to lose my mind
I don't know what else to say besides my hardest I did try
But I'm only human and yes even I do cry