The Decision of the Afterlife

Death will set me free
My life is becoming useless to me
The love I felt melted away
Constantly left with the pain that stays

The fear of hell holding me back
Emotions racing with blooding dripping black
My sinful ways killing my days
Left with no reason why I should stay

Remembering my sorrow within the rain
The teardrops flowing inside each vein
Inner pleasure withered so long ago
But if I died no one would know